Falling for you was a big mistake

Loving you was not what I had planned,
It's the crazy feeling that I never intend.
Falling for you was a big mistake,
But still I take the risk for nonsense sake.

Hesitations were on my mind,
Saying that this is not right.
That this is just a vexatious game,
And that I shouldn't bet my fame.
Why do I need to fall for the wrong one?
Is there a malediction in this heart of mine?
Am I only wool-gathering?
That's why I don't know what am I doing?

The craziness inside hurts so much,
The painful truth breaks my heart.
But if there's one thing I want to do,
It's to bid a last goodbye for you.